It'll be so nice, just to not sleep. Or, to sleep forever.

How do you help someone on the path of self destruction?

I suppose this was the first time I had ever felt an urge not to be. Never an urge to die, far less an urge to put an end to myself - simply an urge not to be. This disgusting, hostile and unlovely world was not made for me, nor I for it. It was alien to me and I to it.
~Stephen Fry, Moab is My Washpot

Done first semester of university!!!!! =D
Time to pack and go home.

I am finding myself increasingly unable to tolerate what some people say when having a conversation.

There's something about these conversations... They drag one into this raging mood, depressing... Then it causes one to act in a manner which is unfit for society (or at least, unfit for one's values/beliefs about what society should be - cognitive dissonance)... Then it leaves one feeling like shit for a long time.

I don't want to change for the worse.

filament magazine

... It's been a long time since my last post.. =/
Though, once exams are done this thing should be up and running more frequently.

Meanwhile:

filament magazine, the thinking woman's crumpet

"The women's magazine inspired by the rocket science that women have brains and eyes."

"Filament does

- articles you actually want to read

- men photographed for women

- high-quality writing and design

Filament doesn't do

- fashion

- diets

- gossip"

Personally, I have a little problem with what they portray this magazine to be; what the style/image of the magazine is. But, I do have exams to study for -__-, and really should stop procrastinating. Also, I think the magazine is extremely aesthetically pleasing and enjoyable, so I'm not going to be too picky about it.

Till next time...

*Speaking of magazines, I submitted some art samples to Shroud Magazine about 5 months ago, and they still have not gotten back to me yet...

*EDIT*
Okay, I take back what I said. Upon further investigation (aka, actually reading the content of the articles), this is like a porn magazine disguised as a classy/sophisticated mag for intelletual people.
This is very disappointing -________-.
Oh well, some of the pictures are still enjoyable.